cinnadip

any advice.... i was in the process of moving last year and my dogs were staying with my boyfriends mom which is where we lived for 2 years with our two dachshunds and her 3 big dogs and we called to check on them on 11/22 and his mom said she went missing 11/21 we asked why they didnt call when they figured out she was missing and they said it was because they didnt want to both us on my birthday found her 12/21 by the side of the field. any advice of how to be able to deal with it? i love her n miss her but i hate feeling so sad n lonely and i losing her is effecting the way i treat my other baby